Little photostory part 4

WORRIED

~I wonder if he will text me today..~

~..He is online.. What if.. He is talking to another girl.. ~

~What if she is older and sexier than me..?! ~

~Gaahh.. I gotta stop thinking this.. He said he loves me and that the age difference is just fine.. ~

~But.. I'm still worried.. I love him so much.. I don't wanna lose him.. ~

~My friends did warn me about him.. That he has had his eye on many people.. But.. I do trust him.. ~

~I'm just so worried because I don't wanna lose someone I love ever ag-~ 

*phone makes a message noise*

~Its him.. ~

"I love you babe🖤 and I miss you.. 🖤☠️"

                         "I love you too🖤"

I know..I know..

Hello you all.
I'm so very sorry for being so inactive, i have just had some rough time this month and dolls havent been so..intresting. I wanna photograph them ore but I just have been too busy, too down or just tired. And its sad since this blog used to be an escape way from all of that. I really need to put this blog back together and fill the pages with pictues again. I really need to step it up.. 
I feel so damn sad, when thinking how much time I used to put in to this blog.. How much i loved this. This is my hobby. I should be active with my only hobby.
Its just so hard, because I go to school in a diffrent city so the train rides and buss rides get so long during long days, also there is no day light left when I come home at 4pm. 
Well, I will try better. Maeby my sences for also everything else would wake up moe if I had this hobby more in my life.
Sorry for this long text, I just have a lot on my aching heart.. 

                                           Here is my new fav. song, please listen to it~~

                 ~~Victor